after the wounds on my legs heal up and stop being irritating, i want to buy myself a short mini skirt and pair it on night out with cute heels.

after the skin on my arm gets back to normal, i want to workout, and not have it hurt.

after the skin on my neck heals, I want to wear my hair down curled, I wear it up to not irritate the skin.

after the skin on my face recovers, i want to put my foundation on and full makeup, and lipstick, I only wear makeup on my eyes right now.

after everything is over, i just want to be able to enjoy a moment without fidgeting or feeling itchy. i want a good night sleep. i want to shower without feeling scared. i want to wake up without being afraid of what i’ll see. i want to be normal.